ESTARISKS
currently:
♫ mmmmmmmm no more music:( headphones broke:(
★ im really hungry?! awwwhhh so hungry
♫ music recs...
listening to:
♫ Don't Cry Over Spilled Milk - Select All
1.) ...Because I'm young, Arrogant, and Hate Everything You Stand For - Machine Girl ( Song & Album)
2.) Wlfgirl - Machine girl (Album)
3.) Don't Cry Over Spilled Milk - Select All
4.) Paraphernalia - Select All
5.) Puppyplay - MAILPUP, Femtanyl, Sixwing
6.) REACTOR - Femtanyl
7.) Imagindal Disk - Magdalena Bay (Album)
8.) CHASER - Femtanyl (Album)
9.) NASTYWERKKKK - Femtanyl, ISSABROKIE
10.) GOT UR NUMB3R (v2) - Bugcried
11.) Undress me - Co shu nie
12.) Angel on a Satellite - Magdelena Bay
13.) Beautiful Bride, Again, Chasm, The Kind, Circle, Tiny Heart, - Flyleaf (Memento Mori - Album)
14.) Evacuate The Danclefoor - Cascada
15.) W.D.Y.W.F.M - The Neighborhood
16.) Sweet sacrifice - Evanescence
17.) Cloud nine - Evanescence
18.) Everybody's Fool - Evanescence
19.) Im So Sick, Fully Alive, Cassie, All around me, - Flyleaf
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random things
working on:
food!
★ graphics
★ lore + art
★ blinkies
★ food pics and recipes???idk!! ive made lots of food but i never take pics. i recommend; Lasagna soup! but make sure to add enough seasonings. recipes LIE. measure with your soul. i doubled my recipe seasoning and it came out SCRUMPTIOUS
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May - 31 - 2026
SAW THE BACKROOMS MOVIE!!!!id give it like aaaaaaaa..... 8/10. im not the best with scary movies but it was good! i think everybody who was hating on the movie eith er just have no media literacy or they just fully had no idea what they were going to watch so they had false expectations and then got mad when it wasnt what they wanted
May - 28 - 2026
watcing euphoria and this shit is making me LOSE MY MIIIIINNNDDDD. ONLY THREE EPISODES IN AND SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED (i mean tbf, the episodes are an hour long, so ive watched almost 3 hours worth) BUT ITS SO CRAZY DUDE. like i NEVER watch any like 'teen dramas' or anything like that, like usually i just stick to random animes but i kept seeing videos about euphoria and was like hm... lemme see.... and now im like FLABBERGASTED. BRO!!!!!!!! WHAT IS GOING ONNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! its like a 6/10. i wouldnt recommend it but like youll definitely never be bored! when i heard "it definitely covers sensitive topics" i didnt know the entire show was based around it like HELLO :sobs: oh yeah main character is a drug addict and overdosed and took fentanyl like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!
May - 27 - 2026
Gonna go see the backrooms movie with my boyfriend over the weekend!!! probably!! ive made a lot of progress on my site, I'm pretty happy. gonna have to start prepping for artfight though, scary! I'll take pics when I go to the movie, I wanna add more to my pic archive.. Hello bunny! Why are you so cute even? Hello boyfriend! Why are you so far even! I need to get off instagram reels omg... anyways! I got a new job!! I was working at the last place for a couple months (going on .. 8 months? i believe?) and so tomorrow and the day after are my last days working there.... awh how sad! (Im very happy actually!) one of my managers was an asshole, so im happy to move :]
May - 26 - 2026
first real entry in a while! i got a new bunny a couple weeks ago, hes the cutest! school is wrapping up so im finally getting motivation to work on my site and art again!
May - 20 - 2026
MAJOR MAJOR MAAJJOORRR SITE UPDATES!! I HOPE ANYONE WHO IS EXPLORING ENJOYS!!!!!so glad to have more visual interest now, lol!
Apr - 15 - 2026
everthing from feb 15th to march never saved and then i got sad and stopped updating :(but i had a back up so im adding old entrys
Feb - 18 - 2026
IM SO MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDUHHHHH MY SCHOOL BLOCKED NEOCITIES ON MY SCHOOL COMPUTER THIS IS SO ANNOYINGGGGGGGGG --- Im using my actual coding app but its outdated a little bit and I cant add graphics or even upload this until I get my real computer back, WHICH I DONT HAVE BC MY DAD TOOK TO USE HIS BUM ASS AI SHIT... wanna hear abt my dad?? too bad youre gonna listen - So hes using an AI, to code an app for AI, to use for MORE AI. I AM EXTREMELY AGAINST AI BTW!!! I was tryna yk hint to him that its kinda a stupid idea (His idea, was literally just to have a "personality" for the AI to communicate with so it can cater towards the user and their way of speaking and what kind of responses they want.. CHARACTER AI EXISTED AND THAT WASNT A GOOD IDEA!) then he got mad at me not being enthusiastic and said "feed my ego a little bit cmon tell me its genius" No, what would be genius would be you coding your own app.. hell i wouldnt even be that mad abt the AI if you coding the thing yourself... but noooooooo "coding is a thing of the past! theres no reason to learn anymore, you dont even have to learn for your website anymore!" FUHHH NO IM NOT USING AI TO CODE MY WEBSITE???????? TF?????????? he fell for the propaganda now:[
Feb - 15 - 2026
Me and my bestfriend and boyfriend are gonna go watch iron lung today!!!!!!!! -Okay afterwards, my note is that it was a good movie but reaalllyyy slowly paced (for me having a short attention span made it hard BUT it was worth it)
Feb - 14 - 2026
AW MY BOYFRIEND TOOK ME ON A SUPER AMAZING CUTE DATE I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!! we went to an arcade and went bowling and then got dinner reservations and then hung out on the rooftop of a tall building until our reservation time LOVED IT
photo archive
Butterfly!
I went over to my friends house, and we ended up making banana bread muffins! (banana bread but in a muffin tin) and as I was leaving to go home, I look down at their gravel drive way, what do i see? Butterfly!! "Aw is it dead?:(" unfortunately yes it was, BUT i did take it home! I plan on either pinning it or putting it in epoxy so It'll stay safe! Its not in perfect condition, one of the wings are slightly broken off and it only has one antennae. It does have all legs and the wings are still beautiful even if one is slightly broken!
Bunny again!
Awh hello little bunny! Why are you so cute even?! -- hello button!!! My mama sent me a picture of him in the baby rocker, he very much likes the baby! (the baby being my little brother, who i am 17 years older than :sobs:) he loves to sniff and hop around the baby. also! he likes cherries! I gave him an itty bitty bite of a cherry and he loved it! (Cherries are my favorite fruit also!) ----------
Bunny!
This is my new bunny, Button! We originally thought he was a girl because his last owners thought he was, but we took him to the doctor and hes actually a boy! his last owner was also pretty neglectful, which makes me sad :( but its okay! we love him lots! -----
Mall outfit!
had to cover my friend lol but i got this shirt thrifting (JAAAAAAACKPOOOTTTTT) and got the tights off depop(ANOTHER JACKPOOOOOOOT) and im very happy with the outfit (Minus that i couldve accessorized more) i need to redye my hair..... ouuuh im gonna dye from no fresh dye.......... uggggghhhhhhhhh
Outside pics
my best friend tooks pics of me with my digi cam and it was super fun and shes the ooooonly person who can take decently good pics of me lol!!!!
Birthday!
this was the day after my birthday, my best friend took more pics of me!
scene n pink!!
this was back in january 2025, but this was my FIRRRRSSSSTTT time dying my hair! (well, fully dying my hair. I did have peekaboo pink and some stripes in my bangs before, but it was very light and hard to notice)